Emotional numbness. Today is day 4. My first thought upon waking was, 'Why do I not feel anything- and... is that a bad thing?'

After all we've been through you bring me back to Oregon?

It all started with a kiss. In a bar that I can't even remember the name of. In a purple sequined Santa hat.

Stop letting the approval of others define and confine you. Stop apologizing and be fearless!

Relapse... will you allow it destroy you or to grow you?

I have spent my entire life thus far struggling with how I feel about my body- and how it looks. And in this, one thing I am sure of, is tha

And somewhere inside, I just knew. God had just counted 'One'... 'Two'... and that damned rug got yanked!

Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to get through this thing called life.

Stress is meant to be processed- not digested.

1. We admitted we were powerless over our addictions and compulsive behaviors, that our lives had become unmanageable.

All of who I am is meant as a gift to someone who is deserving of that gift. And right now, that someone happens to be me.

So what happens when you sit back and look at your life and it doesn't look anything like the life you thought you would have?

Forever in my heart big brother

It only took 854 miles to clear my head and heart

Whether you think you know me- or whether you don't, welcome to 22 things about me.

This is me. At 19. A high school drop out. Pregnant. Painfully unaware.